{"id":67,"date":"2007-01-03T10:19:05","date_gmt":"2007-01-03T14:19:05","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.phildev.net\/ccbb-new\/?p=67"},"modified":"2008-09-29T17:50:56","modified_gmt":"2008-09-29T21:50:56","slug":"a-very-queasy-new-year","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.phildev.net\/ccbb\/?p=67","title":{"rendered":"A very queasy New Year"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Happy New Year, everyone.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s hard to believe, but I&#8217;m swiftly approaching the beginning of my very last semester at GSLIS. It feels like I just started the program yesterday, and I remember bemoaning the fact that 2 years seemed so long.  Boy, was I wrong.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m happy to report that I survived IML and DIL and got As in both.  I really didn&#8217;t expect the A in IML &#8211;  I was thinking I&#8217;d get an A- &#8211; but I&#8217;m not going to complain.  <\/p>\n<p>I am looking forward to my next two classes, Metadata (590MDL) and Design of Digitally Mediated Information Services (590DEL). They appear to be nice &#8220;capstones&#8221; for my time here at GSLIS.  That being said, I am so, so tired.  <\/p>\n<p>My dad asked me if I was going to pursue my PhD after getting my degree, and I said, &#8220;Um, no.&#8221;  First of all, I&#8217;m more of a &#8220;practice&#8221; person than &#8220;research.&#8221;  My favorite classes and assignments where when I actually got to do what we were talking about instead of just talk about it.  I really don&#8217;t see myself doing research at this time.  Secondly, I&#8217;m really tired of school.  I love school, but I need the break.  I think this disappointed my dad, who has always hinted that he envisioned me as some high-ranking professor at some prestigious university (ideally in the sciences, but Library Science sorta counts, right?), but he understood.<\/p>\n<p>The challenge facing me now, in addition to surviving one more semester, is figuring out what the heck I want to do.  I started off this program with the idea of working at a university.  Well, two years and lots of upheaval at work later, I&#8217;m not so sure.  I&#8217;ve spent my entire post-college working life at a university.  I&#8217;m not so sure it&#8217;s what I want to keep doing. Like my dad, I think I had this very shiny vision of what academic life was supposed to be, but now, 10 years later, I realize that academia is just as fraught with politics, competition, and, yes, focus on the bottom line as anywhere else.  There&#8217;s a definite class system in academia &#8211; or at least at my university and a few others I know of &#8211; that&#8217;s hard to escape. I&#8217;ve seen how librarians here, who have faculty status, are still treated somewhat like second-class citizens.  Since I&#8217;m a staff person, I&#8217;m already a full-fledged second-class citizen, so I&#8217;m not sure if I want the &#8220;upgrade.&#8221;  <\/p>\n<p>Then there&#8217;s the issue of what I can do.  I took a lot of classes around the idea of working in a digital library, but the entry-level jobs in that area are scarce.  I suppose I could get a job as a reference librarian, but I was never interested in doing that &#8211; I&#8217;m still not interested today.  When I look at the &#8220;non-traditional&#8221; LIS jobs that entail data\/information modeling, information architecture, etc., there are a lot of skills I don&#8217;t have: SQL, JSP, perl, etc.  So I&#8217;m feeling a little daunted there as well.<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, as it&#8217;s time to begin the job search, I have a lot to consider. I didn&#8217;t anticipate ending the program feeling more unsure about where my future lay than when I started.<br \/>\nI do know that I want to leave where I am now.  I&#8217;m never going to move beyond what I&#8217;m doing now where I currently am, and the job is no longer challenging or fun.  I do want to put my new degree and knowledge to work. The rest is more open than I&#8217;d like.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Happy New Year, everyone. It&#8217;s hard to believe, but I&#8217;m swiftly approaching the beginning of my very last semester at GSLIS. It feels like I just started the program yesterday, and I remember bemoaning the fact that 2 years seemed so long. Boy, was I wrong. I&#8217;m happy to report that I survived IML and [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[5],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.phildev.net\/ccbb\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/67"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.phildev.net\/ccbb\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.phildev.net\/ccbb\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.phildev.net\/ccbb\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.phildev.net\/ccbb\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=67"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.phildev.net\/ccbb\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/67\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":71,"href":"https:\/\/www.phildev.net\/ccbb\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/67\/revisions\/71"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.phildev.net\/ccbb\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=67"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.phildev.net\/ccbb\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=67"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.phildev.net\/ccbb\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=67"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}